Wednesday, October 1, 2014

I have been interested in health and fitness for a long time.............

I have been interested in health and fitness for a long time, especially in the past. Perhaps, obsessively so. Even as a man, I had my body image issues. To the point where it affected all other areas of my life, social, school, work, even identity. Alot of men have this problem, but stay hush about it because its unmanly to talk about those kind of insecurities. Not sure if the community shares these issues. I imagine most of you are more into the intellectual or the brainy side of life and everything that comes with it. But if you are, I would like to hear some of your experiences. I read a few articles about Sara Bareilles, not exactly quoting her, but reading about her experience with some body image issues. My curiosity on this matter as far as it pertains to Sara Bareilles..............(I can only speculate at the moment).................is how did this play out for her. Was it extreme dieting or extreme exercising. Did it ever become dangerous? I went through some periods of anorexia and bigorexia. Its hard to live when one is so obsessed with their body, perhaps over time, one lightens up a bit, but that conscienceness about it never dies. And unfortunately some of us never get our bodies to the point of being satisfied with it. What also comes along with this is a heightened fear of being harmed. Its like you don't trust your body's ability to survive. Its good to remember that the body is a tough cookie. It can take more than we think sometimes.

P.S. I'm not normally a pervert, but when it comes to Sara, I'd fuck her anytime, anywhere. I don't care what she size she is, though i do prefer when she's a bit heavier. Something about that round face of hers.

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